Before anything else, i would like to make a partial introductory a bit about our family.
I am the second out of the three siblings of the family. I had a big brother and a younger sister. Our father has died two weeks after my younger sister was born. My mother was again married 6 years after. So were living now with our step father.
Okay back to the topic now,
Hello sis! hope one day you can read this blog post that is meant for you.
Honestly, i can’t find memories to share here as you know, we are not that open and close to each other. I only remember the days during our childhood days, that I was so upset with you because of your tardiness, you always wanted to do nothing, in short, I hated you because you are too much lazy to help me doing some household chores. I remember that time that I did a promised to myself because I was really upset with you, that I will never help you in any means if just in case you need my help.
But yes, it’s true! Blood is thicker than water, so I can’t help myself but to forgive you, because whatever happen we are all a family.
I don’t forget as well, at your graduation day, I was secretly crying, for the reason that I was really sad that time because I was the only one who attend, it should be the whole family was there on your graduation day but due to some financial problems, they didn’t make it. And I can’t forget as well, that was the time I promise to myself again that I will try my best to help you to pursue your dreamiest medicine career.
I went home, thinking about how making it possible. I don’t have any work that time and if ever I found one I knew it wasn’t that enough. So, losing hope at that moment.
Years passed, I already forgot the promised. But I think you’d never ever lose your hope, and I knew never did in your wildest mind to give up. Then one day, a great chance came, you grab the opportunity to make it to the first step, and yay! Glad you made it.
Hey, you’re in the middle of your journey now, this is it. I’ve seen the hardship and struggle you are at the moment, I knew it wasn’t easy, if only I could help you move faster to the final step I would do that.
But please don’t give up, am doing my best to help you as much as I can, I knew that this is your biggest dream and I’m afraid of seeing you failed in this journey, I hope it wouldn’t, always pray to God to guide and help you in whatever you do now.
Two things I always wish for you now, your success and good health. Love you so much, you may not hear it through my lips but I truly did. I am always here no matter what. 🙂